I have to devote
They do not see in me the person.
For Jean it were sense of guilt and fear: Has to be, I am the bad person.
I have to devote all the life to children.
And instead I work in to school or I earn additionally somewhere else.
Thereby I deprive children therefore they also behave not as it is necessary.
Long time we were ashamed of all these experiences and suffered one by one.
Is much later the understanding came: all this only wrong stereotypes of thinking, though enslaved, on our belief, many parents, but nevertheless quite giving in to alteration.
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